Saturday, September 19, 2015

Do Not Depend On Someone Else's Happiness

Tonight, as I am typing this out to all of you to read, I admit to myself that I have been struggling in finding my own happiness. For me, it is never easy to rely your own happiness to someone and be disappointed if it's not given to you, it just ends up into blaming and accusing and then on to fighting.


As of now, I am emotionally, physically and mentally drained cause of so many things I've been dealing with lately and tonight I really burst out on the phone with my boyfriend begging him to be there for me even though I know he's too drained from work too. Hoping he can find a bit of energy left in him to just be there for me. I felt really really bad afterwards cause all I heard was snores.
Though he went off to sleep, I can't blame him for the negligence coz he did tried his best waking himself up trying to wanna talk to me, but it's just one of his weaknesses that whenever he's too sleepy and tired he just dozed of without knowing.

After all the crying, I felt relaxed afterwards thinking. I also did a little research online on 'Becoming Emotionally Self-Reliant' and it made me understand that it is only me, I'm the only one who's letting myself unhappy. I'm causing all this drama and all it will ever do to my relationship is to bruise it.
I know this takes a lot of courage and independence to be able to do things on your own specially if you got so used to people always being there for you. Thinking about all the list in my head and it's already scaring me whether if I can do it all on my own. Like going to the mall, eating by yourself, traveling, going to the cinema, etc. It's scary! But remember, there aren't any changes in your life that isn't scary in the first place. Everything may look scary at first but soon you'll thank yourself that you have finally overcome it. Take a leap of faith, do something you really wanna do for the longest time.

You may also wanna read this as it really helped me cope up: Becoming Emotionally Self-Reliant

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Comeback!

So it's almost a year since I last updated this blog. It has been a busy year for me, studying, working on my thesis, working while studying, relationships, graduation and all that kind of stuffs happened while I was gone in this blogging world. But I promise to fill out all those dates that I've missed out and let you all be back in the loop of what's been happening or has happened in the past few months.
Today, I'm in the office (where I've been working now for 9 months), it is an architectural firm where I am the designer/operator/everything (haha! kidding with everything), I'm taking my apprenticeship training here so I can take the architectural board exam afterwards and hopefully be a licensed architect in the coming months of my fruitful work. To tell you, I definitely enjoy work as of the moment, it's as if I'm not working at all. I find time for myself, Rafael, friends, family, vacations despite of the 6 days a week of work.
Right now, all I can think about is the latter posts that I will update later when I get home. Can't wait to post it all right here, for now, I'm back to work.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Color Manila Run: 2015

Started my year with something healthy. The boyfriend and I decided to join 'Color Manila Run: 2015' along with his siblings and other friends. 




this was our 5km route.
It took me around 45 minutes to finish the whole race, if it wasn't for the boyfriend being too slow, we also got separated so I had to stop and look for him. Haha! 


This is definitely a FUN run. 

Friday, January 2, 2015

2015 - Year of the Sheep

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's sad that me and the boyfriend don't get to always see each other on Christmas Holidays. He only visits me on Christmas Eve then he'd be very busy with his family for the rest of the days. He'd only come visit right after New Year which is on the 2nd of January. Though I got used to it, I respect their family traditions.
So now that we've finally seen each other over the holidays, he got me something I really really wanted.
An Instax Mini 8 :D
Match with my whole outfit. ;)

This is also the day that we get to spend some time on each other for the whole day. So we went shopping..

We went to eat at Runner's Kitchen (Tomas Morato)..

Everything was organic, I recommend you go give it a try.

Went to Thai Royale (Tomas Morato)..



 Super love the ambiance, super relaxing and super affordable for the price of 199 php. Staffs are very accommodating.

Then went to watch a movie with the boyfriend's family right afterwards..
It was definitely a date to remember. A way to start of the year with the people you love. :)

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Sassy Kitty Spa & Slimming Salon - Montalban Rizal



Me and the bff was invited to the newly opened salon of the famous Hello Kitty Spa - Sassy Kitty in Montalban, Rizal.
As we arrived there, all of the staffs are very accommodating and they do really attend to their customers even if they are waiting and on line. The salon has a huge variety of hair treatment and services and it's very very very affordable. Imagine a place so lovable and one of a kind yet they offer such an affordable price for the people to be encourage in visiting their shops even if it's too far.
We we're treated with a Keratin treatment and a haircut and it was a great experience to be pampered 'Hello Kitty-style'.

Prices
For more info's about the salon, visit their page ---> Sassy Kitty Spa - Montalban Rizal